michelle
10 March 2012 @ 12:44 pm

(On my 2nd SIN-JFK trip in 2 weeks. Almost exhausted all the shows on krisworld and am exploring music albums. Figured I'll just take time to jot some thoughts.)

We're into the 3rd month of 2012 and I have not kept to my resolution of returning to my blog-writing. Time is the essence but not a luxury I have been having.

What have I been busy with, my friends ask? Honestly, I find that question very hard to answer. Work is my usual response. I spend most of my time in office running around for meetings, answering queries from people and fixing others' problems. (The pain of middle management.) Most of my evenings are either spent clearing work or just lazing around with Jon in front of the telly.

While I still have a social life, it's been much less than what I would prefer. I keep thinking of re-connecting with friends I haven't seen in a while, but I procrastinate. Am glad that I managed to catch up with my old school friends last month (after a whole month of planning) and got a few dates locked in with other jetsetter friends.

In a flash, 2 years of my life have been left unrecorded. My life in NUS was so fast-paced and full of fire-fighting daily that it took everything out of me.

Now 1 year into my current workplace, I am glad that I have reclaimed my weekends and there are weeknights that if I don't do any work, I don't feel guilty at all. Talk about regaining my life back!

But then, why am I still busy with work? I am in such an oxymoron dilemma.

This question is left to be answered.

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michelle
06 March 2011 @ 12:48 pm
"We're here for a reason.
I believe a bit of the reason is to throw little torches out
to lead people through the dark."
~ Whoopi Goldberg

heard this quote in one of the sessions this morning and was struck by it.

how true is it that we exist as a companion for each other. it is never easy to deal with the things in life, and how lonely it would be if we had to do it alone.

i'm thankful to God for those who have been little torches to me in my darkest hour and hope i would be one to those around me as well.
 
 
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michelle
26 January 2011 @ 12:13 am
a quick look into my blog and it has been radio silence since january 2010.

the last year has been one of ups-and-downs, praises and problems, excitement and exasperation.

work had taken such a big part in my life. while i hated that feeling of turning into a workaholic, i am thankful for how far i came since i stepped into this office 2 years ago. the trust that my bosses have bestowed upon me fuelled my drive for 2010.

but sometime nearing the end of last year, that drive started to run really low. i liked the scope of work, albeit too broad with minimal boundaries. i truly enjoyed working with the team (all 20+ of them), as they are the ones who bring me joy at work.


but i came to a crossroads. and today, i made the decision to take the step away from the current path. it pained me to see the faces of those i have broken the news to. i know the timing is not optimal, but i did not have a choice. my next leg of the journey required me to be on board by the end of next month.

i needed the change of environment. i no longer felt effective in what i do because i was juggling far too many stuff in the air. i needed to get my life (and house) back in order.

with this change, i hope to find time to return to penning my thoughts.

i have not had the opportunity to inform everyone from my team, so i will be keeping this locked until the news is officially out.
 
 
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michelle
06 January 2010 @ 01:22 pm
ever since the year started, this has been my life for most of the day...



enough said.
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michelle
12 December 2009 @ 12:25 pm
someone once commented a while ago that my blog has been quiet, except for the daily tweets that is automatically shipped in.

and one of my tweets about my brain going on strike in the night made one of my superiors think i might quit soon. (haha!)

i seriously take my hat off most of my blogbabes. how you girls can juggle work, kids and still blog proper entries regularly. without twitter, i guess i would have been holed up in my work and probably lose my connection with most friends. my workload has increased tremendously and for most nights, i come home feeling most of my energy is zapped off, so i either continue to clear more emails when i get home or just laze around (of which i usually KO for the rest of the night!).

in the last month, 2 different superiors have give me the same advice - make sure i still have my life and don't overwork myself like my boss (the latter was from my boss herself!). now, that's not too good right? but i'm starting to make plans to get my work-personal life in balance from jan... and that invovles me getting my mailbox cleared and prepped for the new year ahead.

i know this is all a dream, but this comic i received in my mailbox couple of days ago make us hope that this might just come true. will our bosses ever think like this? a worker ant can dream, can't i?



jon and i are off to meet kenny for coffee at oriole (again!), before we step foot into ion orchard FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!
 
 
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michelle
04 December 2009 @ 12:03 am
my tweets for the day...

00:11 @xi_le u need decent conv? let me know if u wanna skype... I can keep u co for a while. met any guy yet? (still having my hotel dream! heh!)

12:47 @lil_snooze that's a gorgeous smile from nat! he's such a heart-melter...

15:00 @DesireeLai yes it's true. it's an annual affair... but too bad i don't have a starbuck's near where i am!

19:59 just ended a long mtg from 4.30. now, time to head home... with my work in tow. but i've got the afternoon off tomorrow! YAY!

22:51 @riceandsoup @dawnhp oh my, i'm reading about his latest news at this current moment! sigh... both at tiger woods and his pre-nup agreement!

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michelle
03 December 2009 @ 12:06 am
my tweets for the day...

10:59 @squarenails K's picking things up really fast from mummy....

11:00 @missus_teh what's the cause? allergy reaction?

20:37 @xi_le I know what u mean abt lack of decent conversations. Can't even say a single sentence w/o repeating it. it's dec! U'll be home soon.

20:40 Finally on my way to meet jon & friends in town for dinner, after late mtg + 2 urgent emails. But can't stop thinking abt to-do list 4 tmr.

22:51 @xi_le I just heard from Sharon. But she's going over right? So at least you have company. Hang in there...

22:52 @squarenails I want a hiring spree too! My team will be 4 down come Jan. =(

23:00 @chanrkl yah man! Sigh... I need manpower asap. Hope HR does some magic soon.

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michelle
02 December 2009 @ 12:04 am
my tweets for the day...

10:08 @xi_le i think my office room is around 12deg too... i also miss sunny singapore (which is 5 mins walk away). haha! hanging on well?

14:07 i think i need another off day to clear my emails, but no space for that this week. so i guess i'll just leave it to snowball.

16:38 @valska there is a starbucks at GWC. 2nd floor, above body shop.

18:12 @claryce for me, it's just one tired day after another.

00:00 @prettysng hey! how have you been?? welcome to twitter....

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michelle
01 December 2009 @ 12:03 am
my tweets for the day...

00:35 @geriberii yes you should! it's a stone's throw away from our place.... let me know if you need directions!

08:25 feeling sleepy in an 8am meeting on a mon morning. taking addtl effort to keep eyelids open and stay awake.

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michelle
30 November 2009 @ 12:02 am
my tweets for the day...

18:09 We always end up at @thegardenslug when we wanna chill... Love the mash, wedges & hot choc. twitpic.com/rftij

18:20 @thegardenslug you're not here, are you? =) but we just brought another new friend here who loves your place too.

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